i made it alive this quarter. why is it that every quarter i am nearly..barely...on the inch of dying.
what made this quarter so hard was because of modeling. all the shows, shoots, with elite, gary allen, and others. i was just bookin it by word of mouth. bad timing, but
i could not have done it without you God. i am so AMAZED. and STRUCK with your comfort, your strength, the hope. i could not have finished my after effects .
barely made it alive this quarter. and the thing is, i made it with NO BULLSHIT. well, just a little bit through photography. but my Coraline? my After Effects? the quality of both work. and my maya face...could have been a little bit better if i did the hair, but ah well =/ i was on After effects the whole time since i had literally NOTHING DONE the night before it was due. i held it off to the end because of all the shows and shoots and opportunities that came out of nowhere. gotta prep myself. meditate. work out. juice the opportunity. so i put the homework aside for a little bit and...yesterday....i came out with a bang.
i am blasting music, taking every moment of this joyful energy and rejoicing with a fucking SMILE!
you have no idea how much weight is lifted off my shoulders.
a 3.5 week break before i start school i nthe summer.
moving next week. just signed the papers & parking.
anyways.
tonight. i believe i am going to Umami with michael :)
and to work i go.
this break. what break? okay at least i have a little weight lifted off my shoulders but whew. i got the Avant War to film. the underwater to film. and the showcase video to make.
lets do this break.
breathe creativity
Friday, June 15, 2012
Saturday, February 11, 2012
Storyboarding...
Friday, February 10, 2012
Dress in the making...
i got the vision. now time to make it happen.
creating the outfit for my upcoming fashion video - Avant War, releasing in March.
trash bags & pin needles, seriously? slap on the face. WHY DIDN'T I THINK OF THIS FOR PROM! so if you're ever in a budget and need a dress, and have edgy, bold taste, pull one of these:
creating the outfit for my upcoming fashion video - Avant War, releasing in March.
trash bags & pin needles, seriously? slap on the face. WHY DIDN'T I THINK OF THIS FOR PROM! so if you're ever in a budget and need a dress, and have edgy, bold taste, pull one of these:
Saturday, February 4, 2012
RAWartist Activate
the aftermath of RAWartist Hollywood's Activate @ The Key Club.
fashion show, music, art, photography, dance, etc...
a place for all raw artists to come together & share their craft.
reppin MoVintage clothing. amazing show. except for the fact that i missed Jeffrey Star. NOOOOOO.
meet roomie Suziee QQ.
meet big ass eyes. AHAHAH.
this hair by Alexandria of Remix Hair. that nest was hair sprayed up the butt. swear, i was high off Aveda. (took me 3 washes of conditioner to untangle that beast)
and that dress, I COULD NOT BREATH. the crotch line was forcing up my hole. that was definitely not for elongated people. maybe my torso is just too long,
but i sure worked it ;)
makeup, ahahahahahhahha. STILL recovering from a STYE! so i brought my own makeup and they worked off that. the Urban Decay palette. Nikki from Remix Hair saved me.
someone stole my clothes, so i had nothing to change into after the show. that's why i'm still stuck in this dress.
can't wait for more RAWartist events!
<3
fashion show, music, art, photography, dance, etc...
a place for all raw artists to come together & share their craft.
reppin MoVintage clothing. amazing show. except for the fact that i missed Jeffrey Star. NOOOOOO.
meet roomie Suziee QQ.
meet big ass eyes. AHAHAH.
this hair by Alexandria of Remix Hair. that nest was hair sprayed up the butt. swear, i was high off Aveda. (took me 3 washes of conditioner to untangle that beast)
and that dress, I COULD NOT BREATH. the crotch line was forcing up my hole. that was definitely not for elongated people. maybe my torso is just too long,
but i sure worked it ;)
makeup, ahahahahahhahha. STILL recovering from a STYE! so i brought my own makeup and they worked off that. the Urban Decay palette. Nikki from Remix Hair saved me.
someone stole my clothes, so i had nothing to change into after the show. that's why i'm still stuck in this dress.
can't wait for more RAWartist events!
<3
Thursday, February 2, 2012
Start a Trend
Panties.
guys can pull off their boxers bulging out of their pants, but for a girl, it's considered embarrassing and trashy. that's just how society works. some days, i just wake up wanting to wear certain panties & show them off vividly as a fashion accessory because they individually have this special vibe to it. usually a blissful, care-free, & quirky feel. sometimes i let my VS Pink lace pantie pop out of my shorts for a reason. but today, i wanted this bad boy to shine.
so here we are, the Outfit of the Day:
beware, those panties leave a trail of gold glitter everywhere your booty goes.
and here's to a different approach. started by an accidental push of a keyboard button and ended with:
i kinda like this graphic approach. power to the paint bucket & art history brush tools.
guys can pull off their boxers bulging out of their pants, but for a girl, it's considered embarrassing and trashy. that's just how society works. some days, i just wake up wanting to wear certain panties & show them off vividly as a fashion accessory because they individually have this special vibe to it. usually a blissful, care-free, & quirky feel. sometimes i let my VS Pink lace pantie pop out of my shorts for a reason. but today, i wanted this bad boy to shine.
so here we are, the Outfit of the Day:
beware, those panties leave a trail of gold glitter everywhere your booty goes.
and here's to a different approach. started by an accidental push of a keyboard button and ended with:
i kinda like this graphic approach. power to the paint bucket & art history brush tools.
Monday, January 16, 2012
Hungover.
when they're drunk off liquor, i'm drunk off art.
they're spitting out vommit, i'm throwing up ideas.
& now i'm recovering from this creative hangover.
Thank God for the holiday because i am EXHAUSTED.
the difference when one lives to create, inspired, & be inspired.
so if you're wondering, last night's party consisted of...
solitude, pitch black darkness, a sound design observatory, Colombiana inspirations, listening to film scores, aggressive orchestral, pro tools tutorials, damaging my eyesight with this lack of light, "Undiscovered Desires" on repeat seventy-six times, a scramble of the storyboard visually streaming in my head, sketched & written blindly on paper. the next next fashion video. from 1:30am to 7:15am. and then i just fell asleep and woke up ...to chicken scratch...wonderful ideas...& this sick feeling.
but at least i got all the juice out!
P.S. how do you cure a creative hangover?
sleep, i'm guessing?
Love,
the Creative Drunkard.
P.S.S. what do you see when you listen to this seventy six times?
they're spitting out vommit, i'm throwing up ideas.
& now i'm recovering from this creative hangover.
Thank God for the holiday because i am EXHAUSTED.
the difference when one lives to create, inspired, & be inspired.
so if you're wondering, last night's party consisted of...
solitude, pitch black darkness, a sound design observatory, Colombiana inspirations, listening to film scores, aggressive orchestral, pro tools tutorials, damaging my eyesight with this lack of light, "Undiscovered Desires" on repeat seventy-six times, a scramble of the storyboard visually streaming in my head, sketched & written blindly on paper. the next next fashion video. from 1:30am to 7:15am. and then i just fell asleep and woke up ...to chicken scratch...wonderful ideas...& this sick feeling.
but at least i got all the juice out!
P.S. how do you cure a creative hangover?
sleep, i'm guessing?
Love,
the Creative Drunkard.
P.S.S. what do you see when you listen to this seventy six times?
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
Off-ful
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